July 2nd, 2025

when i said "theyre coming back" i really meant it

i guess i shouldve made an update for june but now look its already july and everyones moving so fast

just trying to stay alive cost me almost too much

"oh i should try dying i havent done that before" can you imagine being that excited by a prospect like that

yeah i understand why "definitely not green" mr greentyke decided to lie about it

green and retired

"i want so badly to punch upwards but im too much of a pompous powergaming asshole to really do that"

and other things said by a prince of hope(s and dreams)

how am i going to say "yeah bro this is divine intellect trust me"

how am i going to prove it other than just opening this pandoras box and letting out what

grace told me to hurry up because shes getting sicker but i just twiddled my thumbs and then i was homeless

drifter wanderer refugee nomad strider

that fucking name sucks so much

how did a coolkid ever make it so far

a coolkid thats not even real

but i didnt know what was real i thought it was all fake

i think thats how andy fucked it up

said "i dont want to play with you anymore" to the egregore of his shitty story

and then got blammed out of existence like parker did to his entire fucking corporation

thats why we got stranded here in the first place

but i dont think thats true

wait no thats not fucking true at all

parkers nightmare is about killing all of his coworkers but

thats just a twisted dream same as the one where camille kills everyone

and. oh fuck just. read [this] maybe itll make sense to you